Its cryptic blog entry time

So something pretty interesting happened last night.
Its a good thing, a very good thing in fact, but me being me am totally over-analysing every aspect of it, and am so insecure about the whole thing that I'm terrified that it will all turn horrible and the good thing will decide I'm not worth all the trouble and I'll be back to square one again but this time with the knowledge of what I had a taste of, when maybe the best thing would have been to never have gone there in the first place. But its done now, whats said is said, and I am extremely paranoid!! Argh!!!
OK, more later.
Maybe.